You know your last statement made absolutely 0% sense. There is no way to even directly resond to that. It just made no sense once so ever. Having a first language has nothing to do with speaking proper. And a first language is simply that language that you grew up speaking. So unless you don't speak anything at all by definition everyone has a first language. Whether you speak it well or not is another story, but anybody that can speak anything has a first language. Anything you learned past the age of adolescence is considered second. And that has what to do with whether or not you speak correctly or not? Nothing? Didn't think so. And if you consider just not wanting to read giberish defeat then who am I to argue. If you have to tell yourself that to make yourself feel better then I am game for it.